| I want you to know from the start that I still love you and that I know I could never hate you. No matter how fed up with you I get, in my heart you will always be. In the same place doing whatever you do in there. I apologize for not saying much to you before left, I was trying to hold myself together. It was me pushing my feelings of helplessness and sadness out of my mind. It was me was me trying to comprehend and convince myself that everything will be ok without you of Misty. I lost my composure when you left and Misty threw your usual fit. I was like a chilling foreshadow of what I was going to become. Like someone was showing me what i would feel like in time, how I would feel without the warmth both you and Misty give me with your love. I don't know whats going to happen between us. I'm terrified. I don't want you to disappear, just to become some memory I recall later in my life. I don't want you to become some picture I happen to see or a name I hear in a converstation. I don't want you to become a phantom of my past...someone I don't know anything about anymore. I want you to just sit and stay where you are. I want you to stay...I want to stay...I don't what to feel, I don't know what to say. What can you say to something like this..
I'm sorry right now misty is tearing ass around and under your bed...
Here I sit for your return...be safe...
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| Ha, this didn't last long for me. I never update this thing anymore, but here's a quick recap of my life.
I'm in love with an amazing girl and happy
I am currently unemployed.
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| this would have been a grand day if i wasnt such a asshole.
 fuck me
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i need to start reading warning labels... |
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